Post by ORCHID on Jun 6, 2011 23:57:22 GMT -5
{---IT’S OURTIME NOW!!---}
\\So don’t let me down!\\
\\So don’t let me down!\\
----{[/b]These are just not promises ;; They are vows![/I]
And I go on with the show!~
::History &;; Personal::
If I need a hero; I have a mirror!~
About me? Well; okay…
My name is Xenneth “Marie” Hikari; from Celadon City of the Kanto Region. A long time ago, I was like any other trainer: wanted to be the best, the very best trainerthat no one ever was! However, I was pathetic, terrible, and had no motivation! I made excuses, and I really ended up being a terrible battler and I didn’t even get to go to the Pokemon League! I was weak, ashamed, and vulnerable. Like any other vulnerable person, I fell in love! However, love often pays a price, and that meant I fell in love with a respected member of an organization known as Team Rocket..
What did I do for those past few years? Well, what any other weak, love struck person would do: follow orders, not ask questions, and try to impress the one I loved to the fullest under a new identity. My new name was known as Orchid and I was so good at being bad. However, over time, people can awaken from their infatuation like it was a bad dream, and all it takes is for you to realize what you want. I wanted to be acknowledged, but at the same time, not hurt others: Pokemon and people alike. In the end, I rebelled against my affections but the system and in the end, I escaped my fate and ended up being a fugitive.
It’s been eight years since I started that failed journey and now I’ve found some sort of solitude. The only thing I can do now is live my days trying to help others on their journey and make it up to the sadness I inflicted for the sake of my joy. I sit here, waiting for people like you, in Floaroma Town’s Orchid Inn to make sure you never make my mistakes and be the best that I could never be.
::Plots::
~Friendly Fellows!~
People, this is what you’re living your life for!~
I’ve lived my life making friends with people and Pokemon alike! Whenever someone comes to the Inn, they need rest and relaxation, and there’s nothing that me and my grass Pokemon can’t do when we set out minds to it. Everyone who visits is a friend, usually not so close seeing that anyone who gets involved in my life often learn my dearest secrets. I rather keep them to myself just as I keep the residents of the Inn’s privacy to theirs. Nothing lives in this home but love and hospitality.
[True] Friends:: A True friend? One that knows my darkest secret? This would be so hard! I really did not plan on bonding so deeply with others when I built this Inn. I really just wanted to be a passing wind in my resident’s lives. However, if I would have a lifelong friend, maybe I would be a little less insecure with my burden, and just maybe, I’d take a step out of this Inn just for them if the time ever came to do something important; maybe even save the world?
Chidhood Friend: D-don’t look at me like that! Sure I was gone for eight long years and you may have heard “some things” but I am as peaceful as ever! I have opened an Inn, I have many good friends, and even now, I am beginning to build my life all over again! However, the things you heard about me in Kanto, it’s…something I don’t really talk about, but you see right through me. Would you perhaps…be interested in saving me from me?
Frienemy: I suppose a “Friend” and an “Enemy” would be an interesting relationship. Mostly, I would not know where to begin and know what to do with these people! They may be close or be indebted to me, but they are on the borderline of putting everything I love in danger: My Inn and my friends, and there is nothing beyond this place that I hold more dear!
Employees: The Orchid Inn is privately owned, but employees would be nice I guess. I could use someone to cook and clean for some of the residents and even the Pokemon that often pass through. We could have so much fun as a Boss and Worker relationship, and maybe it could lead to something greater such as a trusted ally or friend? Then again, I don’t think I’d hire people impulsively if asked, but…if you have a debt to pay…
::Enigmatic Enemies?::
Fighter! That’s your name!~
Umm…enemies? I have a few, but I rather not talk about it. There are ghosts in my past that have become phantoms, and phantoms that have become reapers. I just can’t stand the thought of having anyone hate me, but sometimes it’s inevitable considering what I’ve done. I know sorry is not enough sometimes and I know some fights are unavoidable, but why does it have to always come to this? I just wish none of this had to ever come to my front door.
Nemesis: This team that has recently surfaced…Ulti-uranium? Something like that! Anyway, they are trouble and they need to be stopped! N-not by me though…I just really want to live a peaceful life, taking care of people and Pokemon in my Inn. I don’t want to fight anymore, it’s too much! However, if they are to ever bring this fight to this place I love the most…it’ll be a declaration of war!
Untrustworthy/Rival: You keep coming to my house, you talk to my residents, and you have that smile regardless of what I know and what you know? I can’t stand for you to step on these floor boards I built with my own hands, walk these halls that my friends walked, and speak as if nothing is wrong! You’re a threat to me and what I believe in with your unruly methods. You’re not welcome here, but your boldness teeters you on the edge of my wrath. Try me! Just try me!
Enemy of my Enemy Team Rocket? My phantoms, but yet they still live somehow. I can’t stand to bring back a single memory of those days, no matter whom approaches me. However, if we share a common goal, than maybe…just maybe, I can make one exception. However, I am watching you, and I always will be watching you.
::Lovely Lovers::
Believer! That look in your eyes puts fire in the hearts of the cold!~
L-Love? W-well, n-no! I just can’t! I don’t deserve love! After all, I did such terrible things for the sake of it, chased a fantasy, and look where it has lead me. I would not even know it if it hit me! The love from my Pokemon and friends is enough, and I am strong enough to go through life, even if it’s with or without someone so faithful and understanding by my side. I-It’s not for me…r-right?
Chidlhood Crush On Me/Crushing On Me: Hey! I remember you! Funny, you have that same look in your eyes as you did when we were young. You had looked at me and called me “cute” but I thought nothing of it. I was pretty ditzy, and honestly I still am. I just wanted to know…w-why did you always look at me like that when no one else would?
Crushing On You: You remind me of someone: she was beautiful, sweet, and patient. She was strict, but she cared, and I know she did because she told me so one time and never again. She had been tough and did not take anything from anyone, not even my feelings for her. You were strong just like her, but you’re not her. Even though I know this, why do I keep looking at you like this?
[True] Love: You reminded me of something: of the world. You had convinced me there was a world outside these doors, this Inn, and told me I was forgiven. You let me know that you wanted to give me another chance at life, at learning, and a chance to love again. I know it must have been hard, because I’m not exactly keen on these feelings and I can’t let mine go, but somehow I know I regained something from being with you, something I wanted to give to everyone else but myself: my hope.
{---Don’t You Let Me Down ;;
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;; Promise You Won’t Let Me Down!
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